I was bombarded by a nuclear bomb in the library a few days ago.....a bomb that keep exploded unexpectedly.....
I am sad, dissapointed n my heart was deeply hurt by this attack.... I never knew that i was being bombarded because of such a small matter...I never encounter this situation be4 n i swear i already try my best in order to defuse this bomb but i fail.....
After this attack...i try to make it up even i was badly hurt but in the end i fail again. i try to talk but u ignore me so i was wondering do u really treasure the relationship between us? do u know that i feel like u are putting salt on my injury everytime when i try to talk n u show ur cold face to me.... u say u are sad n really angry about me but the points is i dont really know what's my mistake....i dont even know u are angry until i was bombaded in library.....

Is it my fault? am i really that bad? am i really a hypocrite? Well....maybe i am..maybe i am not....who knows? nobody understand me...even i dont understand myself..... i used to think that we can really stay together happily n i really treasure the relationship between us so much....but this relationship is deteriorating when u say u want to change.....u say u want to change to a person who do things whatever u likes but the things that u do now is really hurt....can u be more considerate n stop doing these?

well....i know u feel very hard to accept me again....but i will keep trying until my last breath...but i dont know how long can i tolerate again.......